Suit and tie.

Not gonna lie. I've always hated suit.

I haven't thought about the reasons enough.

But at some level, I didn't want to be an adult

and I was kind of afraid of it.

Wearing suit would make me feel like

"Hey! Look at you! You're all grown up now!"

Yeah, I've been trying to avoid 'being an adult'

 

I've tried and avoided, I'm grown up now.

Unfortunately no one can stop aging.

I had to wear one for job interviews.

It was uncomfortable to me like

I've always thought it's gonna be.

It wasn't handy but stuffy.

It wasn't baggy but tied me down.

 

My parents want me to wear suit.

Going to prestigious, authoritative university,

after graduated, working in a big company

can be assumed as good life for them.

They believe putting your body in the suit is

much more easier than finding the best clothing

that perfectly fits to your body.

 

Discomfort and disatisfection.

I admit it. maybe it wasn't the suit.

It was a matter of how I think about it.

I feel like I involuntarily fit myself

into some society I don’t wanna be in.

Oh well.. I don’t belong here.

Am I suitable for this society?

 

Definitely, I'm struggling of finding the best clothes for me.

But I'll figure out on my own of which ones are suitable for me.

I AM MYSELF AND I AM WHO I AM.

I'm gonna be the one who decides my life, what clothes I'll wear.

It can be tough tho. It requires me to put on extra efforts,

I'll put on the best outfit that fits to me.