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Two cats are observing each other through a window. One cat is inside a house and the other one is outside. At some level, I thought the cat that is inside is a happy one. But we'll never know till we'd be the cats. Marble, my lovely cat looked like he wanted to go outside and say hello to the cat on the street. Obviously, he was very curious about the outside world. We didn't allow him to put h..

A scientist said like "Regret is exclusive for higher organisms. And if you're one of them, just enjoy!" My life is full of regrets. His words won’t save me from regretting, but at least he made me feel better. I AM the one who makes myself go crazy. I feel like I can’t find peace inside of myself. However, it depends on how I think. Happiness is around me, Paradise is also around me. Heaven is ..

I wanna be someone who is assured of everything he does. But I'm not sure if I'm going to the right way or not. Is it going okay? Am I okay with this state? I thought I could do everything, EVERYTHING once I have the environment. It turned out it was me. My damn old habits, principles, and the fear... I'm not that progressive. I fully take this fact. I feel like I'm back to square one. However, ..

Despite my high 'intuitive' trait, I'm quite a sensitive guys who senses lots of things from outside and get to be stimulative. It means I'm reading this world by using not only my sixth sense but my 5 senses. One thing comes in, it rattles around my mind and heart. Things are getting worse when bad things happen to me. When I'm given a bad stimulus on my skin, I feel stress and pain. And the st..

I believe that everybody has their own burdens on their shoulders. It can be big or small but not comparable from each others'. Cuz it's more like a relative concept. Like if something feels like crums for me, it could be like rocks for ants. So I try not to be judgemental on someone else's burden and pain. If someone says like "Oh I've got a paper cut and it's killing me!" I try not to judge an..

I'm standing at the crossroads where way to back to salary job and way to challenge. This is the position I hate to be. At some level, I unconsciously wanted the job interview'd not go well. That'll make me not decide what to do. I've got a call from a company I've interviewed. I kind of told the representative that I'll see him next week, I'm not ready for it tho maybe.. I'm never gonna be. The..