MEaningFull life:Greneprint

On the way back home from having interview,

I philosophized about life, what life is,

what is meaningful life to me, what'll make me fulfill myself.

Even if it collapses me everytime I realize there's a huge gap

between my ideal world and the reality,

Establishing own values and having own principles

are quite important in my life.

 

What is meaningful life to me?

What will make me special and being myself?

What makes me feel alive?

Having big fortune? Fame? Authority?

To be honest, I believe you need to be really lucky

to have those things.

I know obviously, succeful people would've gone though

hard time and spent their time to put extra energy and efforts.

But still it's not for everyone. It's for lucky ones.

 

I don't wanna lie. I do want those too.

However, I really need to give myself some thought about

'meaningful life' to me, and ask "Who you wanna be?"

At least, I need a blueprint first. I would say it's 'Greneprint'

 

 

First of all, I wanna know about thyself more.

I've been struggling with finding myself.

I wanna be the one who loves myself the most.

 

Secondly, I want to keep my principles.

I even don't know where it's from,

I'm highly principled, very opinionated, loyal to myself.

I wanna keep it.

 

Third, I want passion and fire.

It might sound pathetic but I've been trying to find

my passion for a long long time, work-wise.

I know I'm never gonna find 'the perfect job'

unless I don't try to find happiness around me.

However, I'm still looking for something makes me feel like

"This is it!"

 

Last but not least, I want to express my thoughts and energy.

This is the way I share love and connect myself with the world.

Hopefully, I could spread positive energy to other people.

Being influential life quite means a lot to me.

To be honest, I wanna be recognized

but recognizing and loving myself has to be first.