The bus and ship.

I kind of found out the reason why
I get annoyed everytime I miss the bus I take.
It's out of my control just like my life.

I feel like I'm not running my life well.
I prefer to walk or drive.
Even tho I may need to wait for the next pedestrians light turns on,

At least, I don't have to wait till the bus comes.
I can head wherever I want.

The job recently I got is not bad.
I less get paid compared to the old job.
It’s bitter but it’s okay.

However, sometimes It reminds me that

I've been missing all the buses I should've taken.
And it makes me feel I'm back to square one.

Maybe I'm going backwards.

The next bus is coming soon

and the ship has NOT sailed in the first place.

Just move on, Gene.